Chapter 30

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Updating blog at this moment
Feeling quite different
Normally I blog during the day
Or before midnight
Now past midnight already
Nearly 3am
DAWN!!!
Never been staying up late in this holidays
Yeah
Most of the days
I go to sleep early
Before 2am I guess
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Owing to Raya Breaks
Brother and Sister have their breaks too
They're coming back, from KL
Perhaps they're trapped in the Crazy Traffic Jammed
Till now
Haven't homed
Soon I guess, They will home safely
I'm waiting their door ^^
Parents are sleeping now :)
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Only me
In the living room
The surrounding is silent, quiet
I could hear the bird chipping
Is that a bird sound?
I don't know, not sure...haha
Anyway
Quite enjoy the phenomenon now
It makes me feel good
Though I feel sleepy now
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Anyway
Better clean up my face first
Drink a cup of mineral water
And continue waiting bahx :)

Good Night! :) ♥


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Chapter 29

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I guess
Almost everyday I do mistakes
This is outta control >.<

Like this 25th morning
Early in the morning
Around 6am something
My mama asked me to buy things
Well
She had informed me last night
And of course,
I had set my alarm to get up at 7.30am
WHO KNOWS
She had awaken me up before the timey
I felt a bit "beh syok"
But
I didn't argue with her la
Just telling her "I know I know, Don't repeat liao...I wanna sleep"
Afterwards
I used the blanket to cover my head
WHAT A BAD CHILD, BAD GIRL

Now
I think over and over again
If I went to sleep early last night
Perhaps this would not happen
This is my fault, absolutely

Really
Now
I feel ashamed on myself
I feel guilty too
My mama is getting older
I should be matured a bit
Be respectful
Wondering my actions will make her unhappy or not
I think I needa do something special later to make her happy

~God Bless Me Please!~

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Chapter 28

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After I had a heart-talk with you on MSN
I found out that
I'm not that qualified enough to like you
You made me feel that
I'm not a good girl
I think over and over again
I decided to give up
Yeah
It's time to give up
After waiting for the miracle for about two years
Now
I just hope that
A new chapter
A new life
A new soul
Will come to me
Of course
I am still who I am
I will never change for someone
I will try harder to improve myself
Not because I admit that I'm a bad girl
I just wanna be a better girl
a  better human-being which can live up my life
Even if I cannot be the best
At least I am still who I am
And at least I know what am I doing
Time will tell it
God will know it

~Bless~

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Chapter 27

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Hello World!
It's Sunday (:
Any activities to go on?

For me,
It's just like usual day :D
I've just done two tuition classes and another two are coming up next :(
Quite a tiring job to do :(
Anyway, it's an interesting job for me...^^

hmm...Semester break is going to come to an end!!
21 days to go @@
The time passes so fast o.o
wink wink*
I have lotsa things haven't done yet :O
Gosh~
How? How? HOW???!

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Chapter 26

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..."Sorry seems to be the hardest word"...


It seems hard for us to utter it whenever we think that we're right!!
It's true...right?
Let's ask yourself!

Well,
I'll only say this word whenever I think I'm wrong...
But IF I think I'm right, 
I'll not say this word to you...
Even if the whole world think that I'm WRONG!!


I'm quite stubborn sometimes.
That's me!!
Yeah! Sometimes though I know I'm wrong,
I won't say sorry!!
That's because Sorry can't solve the problems!

When I don't wanna say Sorry...
That means I NEED A HUG BADLY!!
To calm myself!
Anyway, nobody will ever know it!
Maybe, yeah..I'm that stubborn.


Sorry for being stubborn always.
Sorry for arguing with you.
Sorry for everything that I've done!
.......................Sorry.......................

God will know it =)
Blessed! :3


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